a long and tiring day

today we met up with the owner agent to get the keys from them .
its so called hand over day . But nothing's been done yet . Contractors came in the afternoon to fix up the curtain railings and it took them half a day to do that , and they are still not done yet and have to continue tomorrow ....... water heater in toilet not up , fixing of wires on the walls not up , everything's dangling here and there ..... urghhh what a sight ......

they said that the unit has been cleaned up ..... but its so dusty and dirty ..... and worst thing is that .....after the contractors had done up curtain railings , after drilling in the holes and hook things up , they just leave the mess behind for me to clean it up ....... imagine how dusty and how dirty the floor is after that ...... urghhhhhhh ....

one lucky thing for me is that Mark came to offer me help by painting my walls up and both of us were sweating in the place as theres no aircon in living room, theres only one aircon is master and the cooler is not in yet ...... owner only reluctantly provide us with just one cooler for the living room and its not delivered yet ...... it was suppose to come in today ....

so there we were with a small fan , painting the walls under this hot and humid weather........ its like in oven baking ourselves up ..... urghhhhhhhh ........

now the kitchen is in a mess cos the floors are so dirty with the contractors shoes on walking there n here ...... they can even say dont mind hor ..later u just clean it up ....... i am so pissed that i just kept quiet through the day ....... i didnt even have the appetite to eat lunch nor dinner......

tomorrow wld be another long day as the movers are shifting in the stuffs ..... and with me alone , i have to be at the old place and the new place at the same time, overlooking the process, whether if they are handling it ok ........ *stress*

at times like these, it really test my patience and endurance .....

*tsk*tsk*

i cant believe this !! Urghh ..

i've been packing so dilligently these few weeks just to make ourselves ready for shifting to the new place .....

date to shift was : 12may(get the keys)
movers: early morning 9am to gear up all our stuffs !

who knows.......just yesterday the agent called up and said to us that the currently tenant of the place cant find a suitable place to move to and the owner wants us to give them another month time ......

but in the mist of all these, where are we going to go to ? we havnt got another place to go to for just this one month due to your excuses and mistakes .....

we have already paid our one month deposit and the comission to the agent and now the agent is not fighting for our rights at all .....

leaving us hanging up in the airs just like this !!!!!!! its so surreal ... to face such situations right at our face !!! i cant even imagine this happening to us ........

urghhhh ..... now is sat 10may 10.30am and theres people coming over to our place to view our unit now .... if its all settled, then where wld we go ....... *headaches * headaches .....

hmmmmmmm hmmmmmm wheres my angels gone to ? vacations? help help !!!!!!

miracle plzs !!!!!!!

a talk with a galfriend

we were talking about love and loss & most of all commitment

about how love was more than an emotion. sometimes love was a choice.

Like the tide, it could ebb and flow, and there were slack-tide ties when a woman had nothing to believe in except a memory, nothing to cling to except the choice she'd made a long time ago....

Do u believe in second chances?

before today, it would have seemed impossible to expose her heart so openly,so boldly.to admit she wanted to love and be loved.But today, life seemed different.

As if anything were possible.

What ifs ?

zoommmmmm.....

so fast the week went ....
been packing and packing ....
somehow i didnt want to acknowledge the fact that we are shifting ...
cos its so serene and cool , peaceful and beautiful when i stare out the windows each morning greeting mother earth and the butterflies ....

even the elves and faeries were sad to be leaving this space ...

but we do have to face the reality, and to learn to go with the flow ...

so i'll do my best and hope for the best !

thks to cindy for helping me pack last sunday too !