food i cook to eat when i am sick @__@

bad bad bad cough . fever on & off .

been coughing so badly that during the night, almost every few mins, i have to wake up and cough !!!!!

reminds me that i do not like coughing as my lungs hurt everytime it coughs !!! #__#

thankyou cindy & fiona for the xmas gifts !!

辛苦后 幸福就会来 !

cabs are like love ..
sometimes you need it , but its not there...
sometimes when you dont need it , its everywhere ...

its from a short film that i saw ..... the main casts wasted away 10yrs just to wait for the right moment , when they are always there but they missed each other !

ironic isnt it ? life is so short and yet we tend to waste it away ..... *__*

karai(辛い) = hot, salty, strong
amai(甘い) = sweet
oishii(おいしい) = good, delicious
mazui(まずい) = bad, brackish

i always love to blow on these ..... like blowing my wishes away ....
for someone to be heard ...
its very fragile and soft and yet it flies high into the skies !

when we were in nz ...barbara . me . lida.d . bernadette . angelika .

behind us is a sacred waterfall and we were told that if one goes under the waterfall

totally naked, it washes away all negs and clears up all blockages in our chakras !!

but water over there is icy cold !!!!!!!!!

3 ladies = 5 peppered crabs = 1 hour

dear mr.postman bought me a surprise parcel from japan today !

thankyou masaki for this sweet little cheers for my heart :)

yummy biscuits !!!!!! a treat for myself after all the hardworks !

Eat Pray Love : )

the one movie i would love to catch ......
theres something about the story that touches me !

that is the watch i fell in love with !

Plot/Synopsis

10-year-old Sota lives with his grandfather and a dog named Chibi in a small snowy village. They live in such a poverty that Sota cannot even afford to go to school, but however hard the situation is, Sota never holds a bad feeling against anyone around and keeps his dream alive to become a painter.

He has been friends with Sayo, a girl brought up in a wealthy family, ever since they were little despite the difference of their family position, which Sayo’s father has uneasy feelings against. In spite of the difficulties he faces, Sota manages to complete a piece of painting which he wishes to give Sayo.

He and Chibi goes down a snowy night path to Sayo’s house to find that her father’s storage is on fire… What waits for Sota and Chibi gently reminds that genuine happiness always exists in your heart.

when life gets tough ..

when life journey gets tough , what do we do ? *__*

do we continue smiling with faith & trust in the universe ?
or do we become depress and go down the tunnels of darkness ..

a switch of mind , of how we think, really affected our forth going journey .....

if you believe you can, you can ? ..... how strong can we be in times of difficulties ?

i cant say that my pains or my tough times are any bigger or lighter than other people ,
as when we are in the midst of those times, its always difficult to take a step out of our surroundings and to think on the outside circle ....but what i always believe ,
what i've always hang on to ....... is to believe in the flow of my own journeys ... thru the bads, thru the goods, i've always learnt lots ...

so i pray today , Dear God, my angels and faeries and elves and totem animals,
stay with me thru these times of change, be with me and guide me along each steps,
let me be brave and walk thru the difficulties times,
let me stay positive and happy , helping others too in my own ways,
i love you all ^__^

*hugzs*hugzs *

manfred cooking traditional meal for our dinner and theres angelika assisting him in the kitchen.

hes really a cool great chef, i loveee the potatoes pancakes thingy he dished out on our last night there !

road trip to barvaria towards christian and stepfan place to pick up mummywai and pa dave

and to begin our road journey to france !! look at the beautiful mountains !

sweden

coming to sweden is very pretty and memorable !

beautiful forest and national park but when its hot and when we are out in the forest, theres too much sandflies biting us all over !!

but the lessons mother earth gave me and the experience and the memories, theres just no words to express my thanks to each and everyone of them :)

hugzsss